A Lost Love

for i feel for a woman and yet i had only known her for a week, this sent me into a downwards spirel of dark and very deep depression which was brout on by the rejection on her behalf,,my end. i'm not exactly sure why i feel as storngly for her but yet am convinced that her and i are meant to be in some far away land where there would only be both of us together in an eternal embrace.A wise man once told me that it is true when they say the grass is always greener.

and to some extent that is true, this word of advice offered to also twist's in with another helpful in fo i got when traveling the islands of grease this old greek guys says to you no that you dont know what you really have until

it's gone.

both these statement are both the way i feel about the emptyness i feel inside of myself as this girl slowly yet surly slip's out of my grasp.

i feel a sensitive and i feel as i have to lust and lay many different woman to get over what i feel for this woman and am on the starigt and narrow to succeding in this goal in which i speak of.

3 days later.

i feel so much better that it feels as if i havent even had an interrest in that girl in which i spoke of and with this new found energy and happiness i will continue which this rollercoaster ride we call life.

and well what can i say it's damn good!?......or is it