And by the Way..

Alex has lost her mum to cancer and her dad, "the Rockstar" to work. Alex was very angry with everyone, especially David McFadden who could have helped her but didn't. Now 6 months later, Alex doesn't want help. She's not going to trust anyone, love anyone or rely on anyone anymore. That way, she'll never get hurt again. At least that's her plan...

David and Alex grew closer together and after a long time they started to date. They were inseparable, they went everywhere together and did everything together. Then David's father lost his job in Dublin but got a job offering in America. David didn't want to go with his dad but he had no other choice. When Alex found out that David was leaving she broke down. She was angry at herself for falling in love, she should have stayed to her plan not to trust anyone. She isolated herself from everyone again. She hated David for leaving her, she trusted him that he would be with her forever but then he left. When David left Alex got in to trouble, she started drinking and doing this she should have been doing. She deleted David from her life, all the pictures and anything that reminded her of him.

Then her Dad got sick and that opened her eyes, she couldn't ignore him any longer or else she would lose the last person she cared about. She grew closer to her dad again, "like the good old days when mum was alive" she said. They went on a holiday together, and it was great. She felt like a normal teenager again, with a normal dad. Until one day a crazy fan of her dads found them and put her dad in hospital. It was all over the news "the rockstar has been stabbed while on holiday in America". All of Alex's friends were calling to make sure she was ok, even David called!

When David called it made Alex want to see him. She wanted to apologise to him for how she behaved when he left. She went to visit him while she was in America. He didn't want to see her. Alex was horrible to him, he didn't want to get hurt again. Alex admits it was wrong of her to leave him like that, and she asked for another chance.

That's how the book finishes and you must read the next book to find out what happens.