Cater in the Rye

I got on the bus today. That goddam bus annoys the hell outta me. All the little kids just sitting there and talking their loud asses off. I hate those goddam kids with a passion. I normally sit with Paige in the morning but that sonuvabitch wasn't there. Her dad said she didn't feel like coming to school today, and that she didn't get enough sleep last night. Whata load of crap. Since Paige wasn't there I had to sit by myself in front of these two girls who talk a lot of bull on everyone they encounter. They annoy me to.

So once I got to school, I sat down at the table and waited for Lara to get there. While I was waiting Hannah came and sat down with me. She had gotten news of me leaving on Sunday for Florida. Since my bastard parents don't want me anymore. They said I'm just a fuckup in their minds. Those morons wouldn't know a fuckup if they ever encountered one. They piss me off. Ever since my little brother was born they praise him like he's the golden child or some crap. "Why are you leaving?! You can't leave!" Hannah said. Ever since anyone's found out I'm leaving they all keep saying that they'll miss me. Whata load of bull. That's the deal with people they want you to feel missed so that they feel like they were a part of your life. To hell with that. "I'm sure you'll have a grand time." Hannah also said. I hate the word grand. I think it's so phony and lame. Boy does that word annoy me. I can't stand how phony it sounds. Grand. Well isn't that just grand. LAME. That's what I've got to say to that. Once Lara got there we sat and talked some bull. I sure am gonna miss that girl. Then everyone else got there and we went to club. I sure do hope they have an art club in Florida.

After club I had science topics. They were taking a test and I got excused from it since I'm leaving Sunday for good. I can't wait to get out of this goddam state. I won't miss it once I leave. Instead of taking the test I was sent to my resource teacher to shoot some bull for about 20 minutes. We talked about why I'm being sent to Florida and how I feel about it. She's sucha nice lady. After science topics I went and talked to my social worker. I have been home for 4 days I told her. She asked me why and I told her I wasn't happy at home so I went to stay with my friend Ryan in Markus hook/Boothwyn. I love that boy to death. He's always there for me whenever I need him. I'm gonna miss him to that bastard.

When I was done talking to my social worker I