Date Myself

Sean Grayson

Human Sexuality

Would I ever date myself?

At first thought if I would date myself the answer would be yes. If you go deeper into it the answer would be no and I will explain why.

I have a lot of problems. Some problems I can fix and some I have no control over. The problems I have no control over I am reminded of every day. Whether I want to avoid it or not, it will be brought up in a negative way, never in a positive way. A way that makes me sit down and cry about something I can not control. Try having that on your mind all the time. The people that matter to you the most, whether they realize it or not hurt you all the time. No matter how great everything else about you is that will always be a "clog artery to the heart." You would think that the people that love you the most would know how hurt you get when talking about it especially in a negative way.

Yes, I think I am a great guy when you get around that negative part. Most people can not get around that. That is what hurts the most. The people that you think have gotten around it obviously have not.

In answer to the question would I date myself, the answer is no. The main reason is I don't think that positive could ever outweigh my negative.