Innocence in Catcher in the Rye

If there were one word to tell what the theme of the book was it would be innocence. How we are all innocent at some point, how to try to keep our innocence, and how no one can keep their innocence forever. We all fall from our innocence. Adam and Eve fell from grace and innocence and set the tone for all of our lives. Throughout the whole book Holden is trying to make people keep their innocence and he wants to hold onto it himself. What he needs to learn and does learn through the course of the book is that no one can keep his or her innocence. We all fall at some point, but what we have control over is how hard we fall.

In the book there is a plethora of falling images. The very title is about Holden wanting to “catch” little kids from falling off a cliff. “What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliffвЂ"I mean if they’re running and they don’t look where they’re going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them.” (Pg. 173) Holden wants to save everyone and be a hero, when he needs to focus a lot more attention on his self. To him falling is when you loose your innocence, and when you loose your innocence you are a phony. He sees people that conform as phony, but to stay sane and prosper a person usually has to conform and be “phony.”

Mr. Antolini brings to our attentions another image of falling when he talks with Holden about his behavior. He tells Holden that Holden is due to fall. “This fall I think you’re riding forвЂ"it’s a special kind of fall, a horrible kind. The man isn’t permitted to feel or hear himself hit bottom.” (Pg. 187) Mr. Antolini brings to our attention the fact that Holden is going to “fall” or loose his innocence soon if he already hasn’t. During the book when Holden is going mad it sure seems like he keeps falling and falling but he can’t feel himself fall or hit bottom. He drinks constantly to escape the problems he has with his life. He tries to find people and things to make him happy, but he can’t anymore. Allie made him happy, but now Allie is dead. Holden actually reaches out to Allie when Holden thinks he is falling off of the curb. “Every time I came to the end of a block, and stepped off the goddam curb, I had the feeling that I’d never get to the other side of the streetвЂ¦Ð²Ð‚?Allie, don’t let me disappear. Allie, don’t let me disappear.вЂ™Ð²Ð‚Ñœ (Pg. 198) This was Holden's breaking point. After this it seems that he finally realized that everyone looses his or her innocence and we all fall. No one is perfect and you can’t control or protect kids forever. Phoebe made him happy and he tried to protect her through the whole book; whether it was erasing the “fuck you” marks on the walls of the school or making her not go with him when he was going to leave. His life was miserable the whole time he attempted this. He was trying to protect himself also. The one time in the book he seemed truly happy was at the end when he finally decided that you have to let kids fall. Everyone falls and you can’t protect them all. “I was kinda afraid she’d fall off the goddam horse…The thing with kids is, if they want to grab at the gold ring, you have to let them do it, and not say anything.” (Pg. 211) Most of the time kids don’t even fall, but the pressure of always trying to “catch” them all of the time can make a person go mad.

Holden barley holds onto his sanity while trying to keep his innocence not be phony. The truth is he is phony. Holden admits to us his sexual innocence suddenly when Sunny is coming over. “If you want to know the truth, I’m a virgin.” (Pg. 92) Through the whole book Holden pretended he wasn’t a virgin, but he was and finally