Peni

stupis stuff i had to type, u dont have to even read man.im too msedd up.

godyour hurt me so bad. i acnt stop thinkin bout it. when imm fucked up it still comes to mind.but its the only waiy itll work.atleast thats what i think.that itll dround my problems out.with only some drank.fuck thast its not worth it/. girls tell me.hes not worth your tears.but they dont know

.he pain i feel.your the olnly person.i would want to kiss.want to touch.share eeverything with.fuck the feelings and fuck it all.i dont want to

fall.i want to

be EMOTIONLESS.so that when your with her i wont care.but its too hard. u kno how much i cared..and if you didn\\\'t

u were blind.because i liked you soooooo much.it hurt deep inside

ok. so i cared. i liked you more than ive ever liked anything er anyone

i cared about him. and i still think about him.

there will always be boys. and always be sex.

but theer will not always be you..i dont want you to want her.whats wrong with ME?.why have u never cared? i didn\\\'t

break YOUR heart?!?!?.i just dont understand the shit.cannot

you think about our times?

i dont want to

sound infatuated, er obsessed.

to tell the truth im not.

i just want a guy. and that guy is you.

it wouldnt last for ever, trust me im not stupid.

just thinking about you makes me so happy. i dont know how to tell you. or how to express my feelings. maybe its because im worried abut what you will think. but u kno i cannot

fuck it up even worse.

this is gettibg too long, n im too fucke dup.

so just to tell you. ive always loved you. since that first day i ACTALLY noticed you. you always wanted someone else and i HAD someone. guess thats just the way it works right? but just to tell you..i love you.

ill