The Ending of a Possible Beginning

I woke up this morning, it was bright outside, but my blinds had captured all the darkness, and I was trapped inside...

Inside this cloud of thoughts that flies…

Always high in the sky.

The memories of a future that might not come true, I have them in my mind, I just wish they never die

But slowly fade away in the fantasy

That we live while it lasts.

Our hearts lets us see the things we’re too stubborn to be

The fear of disgrace that will never exist. We’re afraid, of

What everyone would think.

The golden strings attached to the years that have passed

Are now hurting you… hurting your heart

And you look back to all the moments

You wished you could’ve had.

The happiness that I see in your eyes

Is what fills me up inside

The memories that we’re creating

Makes me want to emphasize

That you are the light I’ve been waiting to find.

I have you so close, but at the same time so far

If it’s wrong, why does it feel so right?

Why do I have the feeling…

That this is not going to last?

Why is it so complicated?

Why can’t we fly? Why do people talk

Instead of turning their back?

A new beginning, that’s what she’s trying to find

I have plans and this chapter is not the last

Nor the last run or the last flight

Suddenly my expectations went up

But this was never something I could have

Let’s clarify…

Things seem to go down very fast

One of his simplest details drags you back

To that nightmare… I wish you’d wake up

But maybe I’m the problem we’ve been trying to find

My vision blurs, as we fall apart

Now it’s over… there’s nothing to wish for

Nothing to be done, nothing else matters