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I believe Essay

I believe in change. I believe that what you have done in the past will always be cherished but as time comes by we need to be able to move on and acknowledge change. Even though change may come for the good or the bad you need to take it as a come and challenge your fear. Change scared me at first, but I decided that time has come to over take my fear of change. I used to never really worry about my school and family just my friends and being out with them. At times I wouldn't even get home till three or one in the morning because at no time did I think about others just myself and being happy with my friends. This continued for awhile and it was hard to stop no matter how hard I would try to stop it I just couldn't.

The first change that I had to over come was my change in attitude towards my education. Sleeping late took away all my energy for the next day causing me to slack off and put assignments aside till the last minute. At the end I wouldn't even end up doing it and if I did I would do the simplest thing not my best scoring a low grade on it. To focus was the biggest problem to me. I would spend my afternoons at my friend's house and never home. It ended up, never having the time to work on school work. I have the intelligence but never used it. At this point I sleep the earliest I can to go to school with energy and study for my parents to make them proud. Overcoming my education wasn't as hard as my next fear which was my relationship with my family.

My relationship with my family was the hardest to overcome because it was so personal to me. I never spent time with my family I acted as if I were independent and I had no family. I Hurt them by not listening to them and by not taking there advice on my behavior doing the opposite of what they asked of me not knowing that the change I would have made would have been a great benefit for me. I worried my parents to much , weekends were the dances and after dances I would be out late while my parents are calling me and wondering where I' am. My actions would cause arguments with my parents but I never cared much about it. I wouldn't only get myself involved I would cause my parents to argue also. Than there was a guy I love with all my heart and I hurt him to. Thanks to him is why I could change, he noticed the way I was and would always give me advice towards