Love

My heart is so heavy...and I'm tired of let downs...I'm tired of my head hanging down...I'm so tired of the tears I can't cry...Because of the emptiness inside.... My hurt weighs so heavy...Because of the ones, I allowed in my life.... The games so many try to have playÐ'... I have hiding my heart...Can't describe to you the hurt of the fall...To stand alone, to fall alone...I will be alone...I am sick of inside moans...Wondering, what could have been? Of days passing by...Tears & hurt, Men' I can't cry Because of the loneliness and emptiness, that I bought upon myself. When I know the reason why? Can someone take away my cry...When all I want is to be love? Desperate inside am I.... But not that desperate wish and pray to God, for that blessing. My heart weighs heavy within myself...My thoughts are few, and slow is my breath.... I hurt an unspeakable hurt because of the hurt and pain I inflicted on the ones that love me, now I must keep searching. Because one day, my tears want be from hurt but will be tears of joy Love is something that is not easily explained. No one word can express it, and no one person feels the same about it. It's waking up In the morning wanting to be with that one person, and going to bed Feeling the same way it knows that you want to spend the rest of Your life with that mate, and it's a feeling so great that no matter What anyone says will never be taken away. It is crying every night when the one you love does not love you back. It is feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from their mouth and actually know they Means it. That's the best feeling in the world to know that someone Loves you for you and wants to be with you forever Love is hard to Find, and even harder to keep It takes time and effort to keep it going. But you do not mind because you would do anything in the world